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wedding videos [22 Jun 2009|09:33pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

To friends who have not read my plurk and facebook posts (lol, i know some old friends are stalking my LJ haha :P Hi litsoc peeps!).. wedding vids are up.


I absolutely love love this first video:


Making these known to spread the love to Gerald Grimaldo and Keith Dador for the wonderful wonderful work. I love you guys :)

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Wedding! ^^ [03 May 2009|11:28pm]
[ mood | happy ]

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Im finally hitched! Im still getting used to my new surname lol.

Wedding was a success, we had our share of problems but like what Robert adviced - what matters is the union. The ceremony, the reception - theyre all just the cherry on top. But what's important is finally signing that piece of paper that forever unites you. ^^

All the stress we experienced during the preparations and on the day itself was very much worth it. We hope everyone had a great time during the wedding. ^^ Thanks also to the following people who made everything possible:

Gab (for the layouts and being the surrogate bf lol), Hazel (for the trips to divi and recto and the wine with the haciendero and for the scrapbook!), Toby (sorry I forgot you on my speech haha si bryan din nakalimutan ko nga eh, thanks for the wonderful wonderful AVP sorry na stress kita), Paul Refol (for the fabulous make up! You made me look like a girl haha!), Keith and Kreame (for the wonderful wonderful pictures).

Thanks to our friends who agreed to be part of the wedding, liturgical and offertory entourage. ^^

This was also an experience for me and Joevin (the Best man) to bond - prior to the event we werent exactly good terms but now we're the best of friends. And all his hardwork really showed off (he rndered his services for free and I am forever grateful)


Thanks to our friends who attended - Ongakusociety, OAV, Cosplay, Katipunan Bear family. I missed my Katipunan friends a LOT. Thanks to LN for flying his ass all the way from iloilo, to Jane and Kim for wearing a dress, to mama Bear for being fabulous, to Tim for agreeing to be a reader. I miss you guys!

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And to the OS, OAV and Cosplay peeps - THANKS FOR THE SCRAPBOOK! The messages were hilarious and touching. Thanks Robert for initiating it (I was not really expecting it!!) and thanks to hazel for compiling :) I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.

I really cant express how much i love you guys. ^^

On to some pictures!! (sorry I forgot how to LJ cut haha, Bear with me for the last time :P)

Mafia boys

walking down the aisle. Trying my best not to cry which failed because i saw..

..Bryan crying.. *sniff*

Officially Mrs Guirnela (god im still getting used to that!) :D

And this is the part where I really cried. :) Everything sank in - we're hitched!

Credits to Hazel Velas for the pictures http://hmatsumoto.multiply.com/photos/album/93/The_Rockstars_Wedding# and Keith Dador for the pics. Uploaded sets in my facebook. :)

Im still in fantasy land. Let me wallow in my happines first.

And Bryan - 5 years and this is it! Were finally married! ^^

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last post... [02 May 2009|08:48am]
as a single woman. :)

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RANT [21 Apr 2009|03:01pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Wedding's a few days away and im having problems with my relatives.

You see we have a strict guest list, not because we're pompous and shit but because we cannot afford to have a lot of people attend our wedding. Lets just say that the entrance fee to the wedding is way way more than your entrance fee at a Hard Rock Cafe.

Now its clearly stated in their invitations that the alloted seat for them is, lets say 2. We are assuming that the husband and wife would attend because they're the important people right? Then suddenly I get a call from my mom saying that my auntie will be bringing her 5 kids with them, as well as the other relatives.

Now I cannot comprehend why people dont follow rules or instructions. Its not that we dont like to invite the kids (which is also another one of my points - why bring your kid ona fucking formal event that would last until 10 friggin pm) but really, we do not have the luxury of adding more people in the list.

I dont know why my relatives or my parents understand this simple statement - we do not have any extra money left. And Im not even close to these relatives that we are inviting! If I had my own way, I would rather invite my friends than invite them, but I chose to somehow please the rents.

We're very limited to the number of friends we can invite. And even they're posing another problem - they want to bring their gf/bf/whatever with them.


I swear when my kid grows up and decides to get married, I wouldnt subject him/her to this kind of stress. A civil wedding will be fine, and if he/she doesnt want to invite relatives it would be okay with me. Its his/her wedding after all.

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Finished tattoo!! [10 Jan 2009|09:50pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Finally finished the tattoo I have!

Here's what it looked like before: http://hidetoslave.livejournal.com/73886.html

And here's what it looks now!

I'mma a lady yakuza yo

Two hours of pain and trying hard to mask it (since it was a convention and people were looking hahaha!). I actually resorted to eating MnM's which helped. The lower part and shoulder part hurt like effin hell.

Thanks to Ricky and his wife Camille. Ricky you're the best!

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Gotta change the bandages now. Will give a more comprehensive report on my trip when i come back on wednesday ^^

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CHRIS GARVER! [09 Jan 2009|11:37pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Too ecstatic and too drunk to actually write a decent entry so Im posting this instead:


Achievement earned!

He was so so so so nice!

I'll make a more decent entry I swear. Let me wallow in my happinesss first for a while :D

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Happy Cday to Me!!! [23 Dec 2008|02:27am]
[ mood | happy ]

Thanks to all who greeted me (lj, text, plurk, friendster, ym) etc etc. :) I feel blessed to have such wonderful friends. :D


Celebrated my bday (or C-day lol) last December 21st, which shall go down in history as one of the most memorable birthdays I ever had. If you had known me for a long time, i rarely celebrate birthdays. One reason is that its very near Christmas and would mean that most of my friends would be home in the province or be outside the country, making the celebration incomplete.

But this year was a bit different. :)

I had to celebrate on the 20th because of a home tradition that us kids need to stay at home on our birthdays :/

Started off with Bryan waking me up and singing a pre-birthday song to me (lol) and then we headed out for lunch. Seafood lunch was heavenly. Wine and beer in the afternoon was heavenly as well.

Then met with Hazel and Marianne for dinner at Shang; and Rotch and Rael followed at about 9ish. Originally we only planned to have a drinking session but later ended up being an overnight session! :D


I love you guys!! :D

What would a birthday be without booze, pizza and chismis?? Hahaha. Definitely one of the best nights of my life. And I actually celebrated my birthday with friends! A world first lol!

The Hotel staff were really nice, because they knew it was my birthday (i had to fill up a name card upon check in). The next day, around 9 AM someone was ringing our room door bell. Rotch got up, opened the door and we were greeted by a very unusual wake up call. The hotel staff had gathered outside with balloons and cake and guitar - and sang Happy Birthday!


Balloons, Cake, Pizza, Coke and Yosi = Heaven!

I went home afterwards with home made spaghetti waiting for me. Nomnomnomnomnom. The 1 hour travel was worth it.

Thank you guys for the wonderful day :) I certainly dont mind getting older this year (but lets keep my age a secret shall we? :p)


Happy birthday to Tim Limgenco as well. Hahha, first time din nauna kang naggreet sa akin :p We celebrate the same birth date, he's older though :P

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[06 Nov 2008|03:00pm]
[ mood | tired ]


welcome sa makakasira ng buhay work ko hahahahaha

friends add me kthnxbye

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new found glory [23 Oct 2008|01:00pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I just came back from an Amazing Race trip of Phils-Singapore-Malaysia in 3 days and it was very tiring. Meetings and presentations are not fun at all, but it was good that I met up with my office family so to speak. I missed them all.

And everybody said I got fat. Time to stop eating all the junk! (or maybe it was because of the beer).

I left and came back with 3 scars.

1. Scar #1: I got scarred for life. A permanent ink done by Ricky Sta Ana before I left for Singapore. And will be having a new one done early next year (Chris Garver! I will stalk you!). Unfortunately I dont have a clear picture (as it looks disgusting right now, currently on the peeling stage) so this will do for the moment:


In case you cant make it out (its taken with a lousy cam), its 2 siamese/chinese fighting fish (getta) with the japanese characters for FOCUS and DETERMINATION TO SUCCEED (which I need). My first ink and I have done a big one (its almost one fourth of my back lol). I think I need to come back for additional background work, and Ricky promised to add more details that will cover my shoulders.

It was painful in some areas, and I would like to thank Mogs for seeing me in agony (and trying to talk to me to keep the pain away) :p Good thing im done with the healing part.. and now comes the very-itchy-but-cant-scratch-it part.

2. Scar #2: Im currently sporting a very fashionable index finger (all black and blue!). Its like indelible ink in my finger! This happened when I was in Singapore and in a rush to go to immigration (we drove from Singapore to Malaysia), I slammed the car door and didnt notice that my finger was on the door! It was very painful (and bloody) and Im still trying to adjust to not using my index finger when typing, or texting or when carrying stuff.

My finger still looks awful, swollen and with some scars around the nail. I never thought that car doors are bloody dangerous!

3. Scar #3: I have forgotten the past and moved on to the future. I have finally woken up and realized... IM A FREAKING GODDESS!! (hahaha! just kidding about the goddess part!). I realized I have a brain! O-M-G! (and to think I almost thought about jumping off a building to keep the pain away hahhaha)

See you guys at the OS event on Saturday!

.. back to regular programming for me!

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Wake Up [27 Sep 2008|11:47am]
[ mood | awake ]

I long for the day I can sing this song on stage... and sing it pouring my heart out..


Wake Up
Coheed and Cambria

I'm gonna ride this plane out of your life again
I wish that I could stay, but you argue

More than this I wish, you could've seen my face
In backseats staring out, the window

I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I love you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

I've earned through hope and faith
On the curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever
If morning never comes for either one of us
Then this I pray to you wherever

I'll do anything for you
This story is for you
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to for you)
I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back

In a phrase to cut these lips
I loved you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up

..... gah no voice today.. and tea's not helping!

8 Kyos| give me Kyo
[03 Sep 2008|07:45pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Lord parang awa mo na please sana matapos na itong hell ko

moving out of office + transferring stuff to new office in ortigas + people resigning + me taking up on their work + problems with equipment + more government biddings + upcoming projects = A VERY VERY STRESSED RIA

I have been working overtime and on weekends and still the stress doesnt stop

Sorry im neglecting everyone so much its just that work is eating me alive.

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[12 Aug 2008|06:36pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

honestly sometimes I just want to randomly kill people to vent out my frustration and anger..

..or shoot myself in the head to end all the misery and the insensitiveness surrounding me.

god i sound so emo.

take your goddamn fucking walk on the freaking safe street you goddamn motherfucker.

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December 21, 2012 [04 Aug 2008|07:50pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I have read somewehere that it was predicted by Nostradamus, as well as the Mayans that the end of the world would be on December 21, 2012

If it were true

Whatta way to celebrate my birthday.

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I can has a new boyfriend nao plz ?!?!! [10 Jul 2008|10:12pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

<3 <3 <3

Must resist the urge to crop!!

Hahaha kidding Hazel! :p

Feeling girlfriend close hahahahaha!!!

MUST RESIST THE URGE TO COSPLAY KEIRA KNIGHTLEY HAHAHA (and be shot to death by a thousand rabid fans!!)

Thanks to Hazel and Fart for the pic. Definitely made my day hahahaha.

And thanks Hazel for the shopping therapy!!!


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[08 Jul 2008|01:37am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

thank you i badly needed this tonight. you know who you are :) (im now sounding like a retard hahah)

and to you no matter how harsh your words felt and how you rejected me and how yurak na yurak my pride is hhahahaahahahahahahaha

I still love you

no matter what.

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[08 Jun 2008|08:14pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

i hope i get to spend some time with you before Im off to KL on wednesday morning.

but judging from both our hectic schedules and with everything that has been happening...

... i guess i just have to dream again.

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Luna Sea is <3 [28 May 2008|11:47pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I finally got my copy of Luna Sea God Bless You~ One Night Dejavu ~ DVD copy fresh from J-land (thanks Rotch!!). And man, words are not enough to describe it. I almost kicked myself in the head for not exerting enough effort to see these guys live.

I miss squealing like a retarded fangurl. Hahaha. Tonight was just pure ecstasy.

I watched the DVD over at Bryan's and here was the scenario:

*Bryan playing computer games, me watching DVD*
Bryan: o_0 -_-""" *sweatdrop*
Ria: Walang pakialaman.. mas nauna ko tong minahal! :p

Seriously its the first time he saw me in uber fangurl mode lol.


The DVD was great and of course... Inoran! I will and will always be an Inoran fangurl! He was such a dork in this concert (another reason to kick myself in the head!), with him mouthing the lyrics of the song, or dancing or lying on the floor hahaha. Ino is <3

There there.. we know you're a frustrated vocalist

And whats a concert without a bit of fan service!

Sugii... nooooooo

I swear to god I'll never miss another chance when they perform live.. should they plan to hold another concert I definitely will be selling my soul to anyone!!



Im off to Boracay in a few hours for a much needed vacation until Sunday. See you guys then and stay spiffy! ^______^

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tangina..... [23 May 2008|11:47pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]


....bakit ang galing niyo. Bakit ang daming kanta na feeling ko sinulat niyo para sa nararamdaman ko ngayon

Damn. You are gods. I dunno if listening makes me feel happy or even more miserable kasi ang daming kantang tugush tuugusssshhh tuuuuggguuusssshhhhhhhhhh........

*goes back to Foo Fighters marathon. im going to blow my fucking brains off*

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Me time :) [19 May 2008|01:05pm]
[ mood | okay ]

First and foremost.. thanks to everyone who attended the OngakuSociety event Ongaku Interrupted. To all the bands, performers, guests, friends, sponsors etc.. you guys were great. :)


Someone has been bugging me to have time for myself so I decided to have a break (have a KitKat lol). one day without thinking about work (this is kinda hard I have to admit) and just spend the day relaxing, having quality time with Bryan and play online games. Stress free day so to speak.

Its kinda refreshing but at the back of my mind Im still thinking about work lol. Coz it will be piled up :/

it has been a long time since I played Granado Espada and Im very proud of my babies ~


My new expert Bernelli and Wiz yehey!

So that makes 5 expert characters all in all :D. My Romina's still has 50% to go to become vet.. only if I had more time huhuhuhu. Bryan though has more expert characters (7 expert and 3 more nearing expert) and I am envious.

And speaking of new characters.. Im finally leveling these two to Vet status (and expert soon!). currently at 8x and 9x at the moment!

Edward and Gavin!!

Its hard as hell to get Gavin but managed to get him for 2 days lol. (coz I have to do a lot of quests and I dont do the pioneering quests).

If only I had my skin tone before (yeah yeah nognog na ako) I would love to cosplay Gavin. I miss crossplaying lol. Or maybe Edward and bug someone taller than me to cosplay the Grim reaper summon hahaha.

My babies in action lol.. cool Grim reaper summon!.. now who can I convince to cosplay that!?!?!


I might have a holiday for myself but that depends on whether I can finish my projects on time :(


I have been thinking a lot lately and I just want to say.. thanks for the compliment. It has been a long time since I heard a really nice compliment (from the heart?? lol). Really it made me feel warm and fuzzy inside and its been a reaaaaallllyyy long time since I last felt that.

Or maybe it was the beer. Hahaha. I dunno but thanks. :)

However going out of my comfort zone is I think out of the question. :)

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quick note [28 Apr 2008|08:10am]
[ mood | tired ]

Just a quick note to my dearly loved ones..

Progeny and OngakuSociety

Im still alive.

Sorry if I havent been much help at the moment

Sorry if Im still offline

Sorry if Im not taking care of things

Seriously my work is a bitch

We're moving to a new place + renovation + firing people + hiring new people + projects

Plus Im in the middle of a huge contract so I have to be in Laguna almost every freaking day. Im in the mercy of the Japanese until the contract is officially signed.

Until then I still have to continue to babysit some old Japanese guys until they finally sign the contract. Even on weekends!

Running the company is driving me nuts. And is killing my social life too.

So I hope you guys understand :(

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